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Thursday, March 3, 2011

under the weather...

I am missing you.
I have no external wounds to show the world that you are not with me, but I feel the loss.
Since you’ve been gone I’ve been feeling uncomfortably lazy. I never dreamed of losing you.
If memory serves me right, this is our longest separation since my time began.

It’s been mentioned that you might never come back, but I don’t believe this to be true…. though I have seen you leave others.
I’ve been making plans for your return and performing rituals to encourage your arrival.

I miss taking you for granted.
I feel unprepared to adapt to a life without you.
I sincerely believe that we will be together again, as this separation is nothing too serious.

I miss you, my excellent health.



21 COMMENTS~THANK YOU:

Cloudia said...

touching and brave!


We your friends are supporting you



Aloha from Waikiki


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kj said...

dear robyn, i was sick for 14 months with something that left me fatiqued and dizzy and not myself. it changed the way i moved through time. i wasn't sure i would feel my well self again, but i did. i am. so it will be for you.

i'm sorry you're not feeling well. prayers and hugs and a special acknowledgement for sharing this in such a special way.

take care of yourself. meanwhile, you have a different perspective. i learned alot during my time on the couch.

love always,
kj

Indrani said...

Take care dear friend.
I am sure you will well soon. :)

Lori ann said...

robyn, i'm so sorry. the line 'i miss taking you for granted' is so powerful and affected me deeply.

i don't know what you have, but i pray for your good health to return to you too, without our health, nothing else matters much.

i'm struggling with my own ongoing health issue. whatever i picked up in africa a year and a half ago is with me still. but i feel like you, it will get better, good health, no excellent health, will return for sure.

sending hugs and much love,
lori

Sophie Munns said...

i was saddened to read these words our friend ... to say my friend would be so wrong as you so freely share your love and energy with so many!
each day that you are unwell we will be thinking of you till your precious health returns. I already do sense when you are not around...so the place you have taken in the blogosphere...let alone in your everyday life ... is expansive and loving!

May you be blessed many times over and I will surely be looking out to encourage you along however i can...
My 18 months or so illness over 2007 into 2009 was the most extraordinary sojourn... I mused long and hard and shifted my direction into alignment with what was deepest in my being.... so when energy began to return I was living out of completely refreshed intentions and it is the illness that gave me the boost i needed to do that!

MUCH love ...my arms spread out across the miles to give you a big hug!
S x

grrl + dog said...

You are a survivor,

my dear..

do not fear.

Angela Recada said...

Thinking of you and wishing you well. Take good care of yourself.
xoxoxo

annie said...

Robyn, Oh honey. You will be healthy , you ARE healthy and I have every faith that whatever this is will pass. Go inside and do the work and welcome this thing for showing you the way, easier said than done, but it will help. Like Kj said she learned a lot from her time on the couch. Sending much love and many hugs.
And prayers. XOXO

Baino said...

Aww no. Nothing too serious I hope?

collage whirl said...

Robyn, I certainly hope you will be feeling better soon. In the meantime--rest, take care of yourself and trust in your body's capacity to heal itself. xoxo Deborah

Sarah Lulu said...

Hmmm I know this space myself.

Wishing you many sunshiny days to recover ...many wishes and dreams to lift you and my prayers for healing and rest. xx

Mim said...

hoping you feel better soon

secret agent woman said...

Sending healing thoughts your way!

lilylovekin said...

Hope you are feeling better soon,health is something we so easily forget about until it is gone.

Bimbimbie said...

It's not until we are better that we realise just how ill we were and how sweet it is to feel better.

Wishing you a speedy healthy reunite*!*

Joanna Jenkins said...

Sometimes life needs to slow so we can take care of ourselves. So rest, rest, rest and know we're here cheering you on.
xo jj

Suldog said...

As many say, we never miss good health until it leaves. Here's hope that you find yourself amazingly well again, soon.

diane b said...

Hope you will heal and be well again. I loved the inspirational video, No arms, No legs, No worries he is an amazing man.

Stoneweaver said...

Sorry to hear you are unwell. Take it easy - be kind to yourself. Love and light xx

steviewren said...

I hope you feel better soon. In the meantime know that many people that you've never met are sending you good thoughts and prayers for healing.

Bella Sinclair said...

Dear Robyn, I'm praying that you are feeling a little better by now. And I hope it's nothing serious. I'm sending you a piece of my heart wrapped in a hug.

xoxo